And so my computer is up and running again. It appears that all this time, it was well and alive. Only the extra burden of a screw bothering the graphic card made it 'sick'.


Kind of sounds like my own situation now actually.


And we unknowingly gave it a month of holiday. Lazy computer, just like its owner(yours truly), lol.


But all is well again and thanks to gary. ^^


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There are some things that I can never seem to understand:


1. Why some people play mind games.
2. Why when you forget about something it always magically appears.
3. Why I can never say what I really feel.
4. Why I never think of what I should rightly do until the moment has passed.
5. Why, why, why...


I have many questions. Like the inquisitive child that I am. No wonder people keep telling me that I need to grow up and stop being naive.


But I want to ask this of those people - I am still officially not an adult, therefore is there any wrong in feeling that I still have the time, or what's left of it, to be like a child/teenager should be? And is there any wrong in being innocent, for lack of a better word, when it comes to certain things?


Don't people always look upon innocence as a virtue? Or is it unacceptable in this new society?


People often look back on their childhood and wish that they could relive it. So why do you want to hurry me along a path of no return?


And I do not like being talked down to as though there is any wrong in youth. I believe when you were younger, you had a different set of rules you lived by and worked with too. Don't go forcing your thoughts onto others, it just doesn't work that way.


Sometimes I wish I could just curl up and go to sleep, and forget everything that is happening around me.


Oh the cliche of it.


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- Day 17 - Playing with fire, isn't that my forte?